Nearly 55-year-old Wang Mou suddenly received a letter. This is the era of electronic networks, the kind of traditional formal letter has been very rare, either dropped into the mailbox of spam, either a single or a credit card bill and other traffic penalties alone. Relatives, the friends, the kind of heavy letters between lovers, has become a historical and a memory. Therefore, this letter in the mailbox lying in the Wangmou more than two months, until the talent was discovered, and postmark shows the time is July 1.
contents of this letter a bit absurd, as follows:
Mr. Wang:
view of your life and career ambition, I should not have early bring this matter to you, but if time is too short, or rather to the sudden, I'm afraid you lose a little fair, I was too harsh. Like most people, you like to be very far future, I believe, you have your own plan, but life, or destiny, it tends to surprise you, which is what I have to say. Put bluntly, I will be in May next year, no later than November, the end of your life. Was brought forward to tell you, but for you to consider, during which time I hope you reconsider your life, re-plan your life, not to the the day, the loss flawless.
Wangmou after reading this letter, not mind, throw it casually, smoking a cigarette looks on TV. Later that day, his wife was packing table, they saw the letter, and she was convinced that this is true to say that his death is iron nails, so that she can not help but burst into tears,UGG shoes, the previous just silently with tears, but this is obviously not fun, can not give vent to her grief at this time, so she finally burst out crying. She lamented, why their life is so hard? Only a better life, but stalls such a thing, since then, the family is clearly not a home,UGG boots, shattered by.
should understand this is entirely because people only to grief when grafted onto his body, to feel real pain, while others, unfortunately, most just feel a little pity, rather than make their own grief. At this moment, she saw her own future dark lonely days, not the husband that a few months of life.
night, she carefully asked about the letter to her husband to do, he said: , would be a chance. So the next day, she called her son and told him to come home.
not confirm the mother and son, something he said is true or false, he took the letter, to ask a number of agencies. Asked a lot of places, most people clearly told him that this is true, that he properly handled.
Wherever the terms of thought or not. And his mother this regard, use this information to quickly and extensively to inform all their friends and family, she want more comfort, more access to the mercy of others. At first, Wangmou some angry, but he sees his son, wife and relatives, reveal to all the dignified and mournful face, his heart began to sink. He finally realized that the letter is true, his death is inevitable.
in the first half a month, the son of traveling all relatives also have offered advice and suggestions, but after analysis, reason tells him that all methods are useless, because it was his understanding They tried to kill a person, not a casual decision, but have been lurking for a long time, even years, and once they send this letter, you want to restore ... ...
to see if he can resist the evil forces or others involved in the outside world is absolutely no effect.
his wife also blame themselves earlier, why did not I find this letter, if early detection, and perhaps a glimmer of hope, but finally told her son is not necessarily so, received this letter already too late. She would also like to explore farther, and then cried together, or lament their fate,cheap UGG boots, or sigh own this home. At this time son of fire, and he suddenly shouted: time, let him live happily. you do crying and told him how happy? should be plain, calm,
regardless of the situation would be like to actively deal with things should be. He first proposed his father, slowly exercise, practice boxing. It was also suggested that he allow his father to learn Chinese martial arts, he passed measure, that his father, weight and learn the Chinese martial arts, when the CD seems too late, only boxing technique, straightforward enough. But boxing needs more robust relative to the body. He no longer hesitated, but also to his father completely believe him. But, how my father to come look at this Needless to plot, is his most expensive brains.
son, in fact, prepared the minds of two programs. First, is the active courage to face and face the approaching death, to its own strength, and fight the fight, but he knew that even if the father can beat killer next year, then next year, next year it? Next year next year next year it? They will not give up because of a failure, and that to his knowledge, they still persevere, and do, rest until the last father would have died of heart failure, which is the inevitable result, differing only in what year . Year? Two years? Or three years?
second program is a Buddhist saying. Everything is kind of like mist in a dream, and dream of the kind of thinking same applies power is not the kind of no phase I-phase non-sentient beings without the kind of realm of longevity. Since sooner or later had a dead person, since this is inevitable, then, the best way, is not freed from the thought it? The implementation of this program, only two methods, one is to find a few books to his father and let him realize what from, and then suddenly, the Red is nothing but lofty superficial, and not mind this at a Chou Pinang. But he knows that his father graduated from primary school, while observing and writing, but basically do not read books, even novels are too lazy to look, not to mention this book? Another method is to listen to him to tell his father. This is risky, not only the communication gap between father and son, as well as a layer of meaning, I am afraid his father would cause misunderstanding. Besides, the big deal many people understand, but implemented in themselves, but may not really take that reason, as a guide direction in life.
Wangmou to go running every morning, went to a seat on the bridge, then walk slowly back. On the way back, he always recalled the past bit by bit some of the things. Production team to do, start at the beginning of the difficulties, the son of birth, business failures, debt owed to pay off a little bit, make him feel inferior to those years, and now recall, but also fits and sad. Now, his son and wife, have not let him go to work to make money, and he much to do and do not let him watch TV for too long. Before that, whenever he thought of his old life, there is a calm happiness. To that time, his son married, and his gray hair, but body bone pretty good in the morning to the park stretching the bones, rubbing the afternoon mahjong, at night it, watch some TV chat will be days and then go to bed. Can also learn from others as species of flora, raising a puppy or kitten, to comment on the weather, watching the sun on the horizon in the city, reluctantly sink. He was kind of a quiet life, longing for a long time. But now they are, while not directly tell him, are actually ahead of schedule to let him off this time, he realized, but with age does not match, not too old to share his heart on.
he knew, a man sooner or later die, but he never thought a man would suddenly die. Although far too many examples to tell him that a man may not live to come to an end, many people always inadvertently, death to suddenly come out, such as large natural disasters, such as war, such as traffic accidents. He also saw a few days before the crash, the plane all the passengers were killed, but despite this kind of thing, always feel that kind of thing will not come to himself, so in planning their own life, the not lightly put their life in such a short set at 55 years old, at least 70 or even 80 years old.
past days seemed to restore calm, any person related to him a little bit of the past should not have come have come over, buy some things, some simply get some money, a After many months, to no greater people, and his wife seemed to return to calm, not quick to tears dancing. This should also be understood that people are unable to go on a long sad, not to mention the kind of future tense sadness, in the first period of time in the past, you must rely on imagination and ideas, can it continue.
However, this time dressed in coat calm, so Wangmou bored and helpless. This is a mandatory deliberate calm ah, yes right path of life a sudden mutation, either from time or from the spirit, always made him feel ill. But more important, someone else no longer viewed him as an ordinary person. His son not to go out, whenever you have a talk with him, with him running, drinking tea with him, also greetings; and the wife is no longer a dispute with him, and everywhere for him. If placed before it, he really will feel sincerely happy.
Before that, he was the greatest shortcoming of the self did not marry a good wife, and he has a memorable hate her, feel in this life, almost completely destroyed in the hands of this woman, even to the 55 years old, when I see non-compliance is not around she knew the face of stubborn Man Han, he has an idea of trying to kill her. In this regard, he bear a grudge, has been a long time. As for the son, with other people's children than, neither good nor bad, just make him feel cold, tremendous apathy, he rarely at home and occasionally have dinner, his father's food, do not criticize too salty, is criticized put too much oil, he says: and so on. He was the son of them, and no real love, concern for his parents always seemed very impatient, but in the performance of an obligation. He assumed that if the wife and son, never so, or almost a little longer, even if he suddenly died, will be satisfied, at least worthwhile in this life, the wife Zixiao.
so much time and after two months, the weather starting to turn cold, then it began to snow, which is a test of his training, super-intensity exercise, let him feel the torment of these months, he is feeling rather die than live. This day is Sunday, his son came to see him at noon, Wangmou son suddenly asked: I do not know. I went to inquire. the peace of spine spine, it is necessary to find ways to stop the killer a surprise attack, but also secretly preparing his father's funeral.
next night, his son told him clearly, before next May, they would not action. Mask over his mother and asked quietly: alert, be careful to meet, there is no other way to friends. forgotten, but the excitement at home, make him feel uneasy, it is not been there previously, and he loved the excitement of the people, even one day because of lively and irritable? He surprised himself up. The former, after the kind of lively lonely, always let him lose, but now, when they both left the room when he relieved sigh the breath out of a beautiful, comfortable to sit on the sofa, so he a sense of enjoyment. Also at this moment, that to be the problem, the first time by his thinking.
's become clear this is a sudden, all the personnel, all of the past and future, at this moment, he plainly saw that he no longer hated his wife, son's cold is no longer regrets, and no feel for the upcoming shred of fear of death. He laughed, had entangled in his own mind many things for many years, is that you are not tolerant of their own open-minded enough ah. The family table for a chair, a bed for a few, at this point it seems, are obviously different from the past. He look at actions, made him feel comfortable.
My life, though still in the days before, but Wangmou, it becomes a completely different look quite out. If the person's life, like walking on a road, then Wangmou ago, was walking in a deep wet by the rain over the alley, is the kind of southern town Shenxiang old, dark background; and now, he like walking in the vast land of endless sky blue and sunny, to speak, the vast world of small and personal.
It was the second year of an October morning,UGGs, he softly out of bed, out the door, ready to run, was not yet full light, very fresh air, he took a deep breath, sudden ... ... he
2010-9-27
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